Monday, December 7, 2009 ♥
i don noe when have i really step back into my old world...last month i found out that wit God even if i wanna be emo i wont fall into itbut now...i really wen back into emo stateand i tink is better now compared to e pastbecos i noe dat i should not emo and im tryin my best to really get out of the situations im in nowyest marina barrage with cg was actually a fun one in the beginningbut later... i did a really stupid thingokay i noe its over n i shall nt dwell over itbut one thing i really feel bad is to my Dari could hv jus left it all there for her to deleteSorry Dar...maybe she will nv get to see this post but im really sorryit's really trueone wrong move and there will nv be a turn backone wrong move can actually lead to consequencesim not refering to only dis but many other things in my lifeokay maybe im tinkin too much alrit's really v easy to fall into sin when i really not in God's presencei hope i really can take actions to do certain stuffdat will not allow me to fall away i can seriously feel how some pple feel when they are at the edge of falling away from Godbut i don wan...certain things are really hard to share with pplebecos e closer they are to me, the expectations that i set for myself is higheri can only share with Daddy God...but seems like there's nt much of a harvest...how nice would it be to cry in the presence of God now...if only i can hv a touch from Daddy God now...After yest, i found that im actually very weak insideas in my core strength is weaki can be super guilty on jus a small little thingn becos of the small things which cause me to be so upset the whole niten wad more having a nightmare toobad things can really happen thruout when moods n attitude changes everything starts to changebad will become badgood will become goodi guess i should be more positiveim a creation of Daddy Godso no matter wad i hv to be like himso bad habits and bad stuff will become good soonim sure if i change it i will become goodso i shall nt dwell on it anymoreif SQ is here she can encourage me or do sthing...act i got many pple to turn to but i jus don wanna disappoint them...MY POSITIVE!!!oh gosh my throat is better but my cough is not better:(haiz... don feel like bloggin anymoretime to really let go certain stuff alr...n time to draw back to Daddy God...
listened to the sweet sound @ 8:29 PM
Saturday, December 5, 2009 ♥
I'm hving a sore throat!!!
and its not norm sore throat!
it's when u swallow stuff or saliva ur throat is pain!!!
torturious lor!
cant eat anything nor swallow stuff
can only rely on hot stuff
as it's e only thing that can relieve my throat when swallowing
haiz... why mus i fall sick at this period of time???
dis whole month is like super busy month and im sick now!!!
Daddy God send ur angels down to heal me
i wanna recover...i don't wanna be sick..
okay today's sermon was good!
although i only understand like half of it only haha
whenever im distracted i will remind myself to hv more desire for God
so that i will nt wander off
yea...it's a gd thing to act noe why i cant focus
so i can work on it or rather pray for it haha
okay tmr gg marina barrage with cg and N346
it's gonna be superb
heard many nice pple from the other cg
looking forward to make more frens!
hope tmr will hv good weather!
suddenly feel like eating fish burger...
but i cant eat:(
okays shall sleep early so that i will recover fast
bye...
listened to the sweet sound @ 10:35 PM
Wednesday, December 2, 2009 ♥
back to blogging!sat wen for service sun wen for combine cgm N346 + W406it was an awesome cgmmon wen to work den wen hometues wen out with yh and sh!wen to sci centre body world!it was awesomeits like one whole yr nv see both of themn yh and i were camwhoring like siao hahaokay den wen hometoday wen workhad a new sciptand had some role playdid role play with himokay im shy lor hhaafter work wen to hv lunch with him and two other colleagueshad lunch at take 5.i ate chicken stew...not bad la but quite big platen him treated me hahaden later wen wit him to mphwhile his colleagues wen backafter that i wen for pianoden had buffet at sakura at nitecos my cousin bdae!HAPPY BIRTHDAY!:)yea... dats all for today...tmr no work so shall read my book!for some reason suddenly after reading what him recommendi start to hv some interest on boring books hahaokay yea its good for me so nt boring!if only i can see u and love u everyday...if only my heart belongs to u and no one else...
listened to the sweet sound @ 10:47 PM
Friday, November 27, 2009 ♥
if only i can learn to ***
but i cant....
listened to the sweet sound @ 6:04 PM
Thursday, November 26, 2009 ♥
wen to work today
and i was shocked i saw him!
haha den wen lunch with his colleague
den later wen bishan popular to purchase stuff
after tat wen home
den bathe and rushed down to have dinner wit my cousin
ate at some western restaurant
and the food taste weird
but e chicken and fish was quite good
yea... den now back home
okay i don feel like posting cos im frustrated!!!! Grrrr...
listened to the sweet sound @ 10:37 PM
Wednesday, November 25, 2009 ♥
"Next To You"
Two 'o clock and I wish that I was sleeping
You're in my head like a song on the radio
All I know is that I got to get next to you
Yeah I got to get next to you
Sitting here turning minutes into hours
To find the nerve just to call you on the telephone
You don't know that I got to get next to you
[Chorus]
Maybe were friendsMaybe were more
Maybe it's just my imagination
But I see you stare just a little too long
And it makes me start to wonder
So baby call me crazy
But I think you feel it tooMaybe I, Maybe IJust got to get next to you
I asked around and I heard that you were talking
Told my girl that you thought I was out of your league
What a fool, I got to get next to you, whoa
Yeah it's five in the morning and I can't go to sleep'
Cause I wish, yeah I wish that you knew what you mean to me
Baby let's get together and end this mystery, oh
[Chorus]
Maybe were friendsMaybe were moreMaybe it's just my imagination
But I see you stare just a little too long
And it makes me start to wonder
So baby call me crazy
But I think you feel it tooMaybe I, Maybe IJust got to get next to you
Whatcha got to say? Whatcha got to do?
How ya get the one you want to want to get next to you?
Whatcha got to say? Whatcha got to do?
How ya get the one you want to want to get next to you?
Whatcha got to say? Whatcha got to do?
How ya get the one you want to want to get next to you?
Whatcha got to say? Whatcha got to do?
How ya get the one you want to want to get next to you?
Yeah, yeah, to want to get next to you
[Chorus]
Maybe were friendsMaybe were moreMaybe it's just my imagination
But I see you stare just a little too long
And it makes me start to wonder
So baby call me crazy
But I think you feel it too
Baby call me crazy
But I know you feel it tooMaybe I, Maybe IJust got to get next to you
Yeah, yeah, yeahI got to get next to you
i got influenced by this song by my dar and i love dis song now...
listened to the sweet sound @ 9:20 PM
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I MISS YINGHUI ALOT!!!!!!! nv see her for one year alr and she's so busy now:(now she's away for OCIP!i pray to God that he will protect her and keep her safe and healthy!:)today wen for work, managed to make one successful app!:)hope everything goes well:)after work went for lunch with sunthariden wen tp walked for one hr aimlesslyden wen for pianoafter piano wen to shop for food and wen home!now slacking...tmr still need to worki guess we are not fated to see each other...or maybe u re really busy...nv see u for almost 3 weeks alr...hope u re doing fine!okay shall go read stuff bye...when a person wants to hv peace and stay alone it's mostly impossiblewhen a person is alone... the person wants company...why??? if only there can be a balance...can a person live w/o frens?
listened to the sweet sound @ 5:49 PM
